Please, Just One More Chance

This hurts the worst. It hurts more than the sadness of my depression, more than the pains of being ignored. It hurts. My heart hurts. And now I want to disappear, wait, no, I want to get better. I want to feel normal, myself, and I want to be happy. Most of all, I want to be happy with you. I want us to be together forever and share life. You say that you've never been this sure about anything in your life. Well, I've never been this sure that I love you. I really do. I really, really, positively do. A hundred thousand times I do. If you need a hundred thousand more, I'll give it to you. I am at the mercy of your heart. Please love me, love me like I know I can love you. You just need to be around long enough to see.