There were times I've felt , but I know there are times ahead I will feel completely alive. I know now that those were just a taste... Those times I would look at you and scream in my head, so loud I swore you could hear. Sometimes you did, sometimes you didn't. Those times of not knowing what would happen next, or if I would have enough courage or strength to see you the next day. Those times of wondering if I was ever going to see you after this once. Those times you made me believe you would come back for me, and times I believed you would, and the times I knew you wouldn't. Those little moments you would take my hand, and all the other intriguing randomness of gestures. Those times a hug was just what I needed, and I will never forget being in your arms. Those times when a smile from you could heal. Those times we would talk about life. Oh, and that time, when I layed next to you and just stared for hours on end, wondering what would become of you, and wondering what all this meant, and what paths we each would take. And times like these, some seven years later, when I can't stop wondering what you're doing now and if you're ok.
and bury this I must. Somewhere else that is not my mind, so i lay it here. I cannot live now and for the future while stuck in the little moments of the past.
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There's something about that image that is otherworldly, it's beautiful. I think.
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