I've decided to finally see that my pride is getting in the way of my wellness. I can't get better on my own. I can't just sit by and wait for a miracle to magically appear. I have to do something to work towards getting help. This means help from a professional, and also I can definitely pray and read the bible more because nothing is more powerful and effective than that.
I've been avoiding the counseling services here. I think it's because I thought I could do it on my own, that if I just try as hard as I can, I would be fine. Wow, could I be ever so wrong. I think it hit me all at once today. My eyes sting from my tears that have been slowly releasing from my eyes. The sting lingers and its a reminder of how bad it's gotten. I can't go on pretending I'm going to be ok. I'm not going to continue to do this on my own.
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